The weird change that happens?
It is sometime noticeable to yourself if not others that you behave slightly out of the ordinary among different crowd or people. Perhaps it is due to awkwardness, a state where one feels uncertain of what to do next. Happen among people you newly met?
This is not entirely the case here. It still can happen among the same crowd. The same crowd which you always hang out with. This could actually make you a sudden jerk among your friend. Especially when you suddenly try to hard to "get back in". What could have led to such a situation to occur. Even some of the brightest mind could have this problem. He/she could think of a thousand ways to behave in that situation or may have done it a million times. But it is at this moment, that he/she also can behave normally. Many may not notice another's sudden change of behavior as he/she maybe be good at concealing it.
Books may not necessary help much in this. Or perhaps i m not reading much. But i trust the dreams i had. The dreams that gave me idea on many things. It came about, could it be the change of perspective. The way 1 see another in the group. Maybe not the entire group, but certain individual be it positive or negative.
But what triggered it? Something they said or do? In alot of time, it may not be the sole reason. It is the continuous development of relationship between people that may have contributed to this. Getting to know one more could change your perspective of another. What bother me is, people tend to judge by guessing in this process. To know someone, it takes a lifetime and even that may not be true. People changes from time to time.
You may be given the gift to be able to drop quick and accurate judgment of people in mere days of speaking to them. But you too are human, you too may have a change of perspective. You too will fall into the state of "behave slightly out of the ordinary".
