Perfect Camera for me

NIKON DSLR D40

People this is the camera that I want badly... Saw it in The Star yesterday ..

wow this camera suits me well with all the features in it .. and its price...

although is still freaking costly but yet .. it is already the cheapest out there with the specs it has..RM2488

With sensitivity over 1600.... photography freaks may understand me well..

This is damn good to take amazing captivating photgraph in almost all condition..

So anyone who ... wants to get me anything... I WANT THIS

The evil in Human

Evil is defined in many ways...
If the view point to directed to the side of religions .. well it will be very very long to explain..

Let's just keep it to what we normal people usually consider evil..

We usually call someone evil..... when someone does an act that is against norm and brings bad consequences to others... That is as general as it can be..

However, different people will consider evil differently... Some will just call another person evil if he/she does not do good things... (well at least i know 1 person who always call another person evil vp)..

But when we dig down inside ourselves and judge ourselves are we evil.. How do we judge ourselves?

The saying everyone has evil in them... I beg to differ.. I dont believe that statement. Evil is never inside someone, it is always around us instead. People take an action base on previous results. Both Newton and Law of Karma agree to that. Every action has an equal reaction.

Everything that happens to us or around us provokes us to take different actions.. and is based on this action one can judge him/her self evil... so does other people judge you.

Come to think of it... there are several times... that i believe people will consider me evil... This to me a few years back.. and most recently a "few" days back.
I made decision and stands that may not please others...

To share abit.. perhaps the few years back scenario.... I was in this discipline organization. For the past 10 years or more....in the organization record, no one has ever been dismiss from it due to discipline and performance reason. However i dismissed some one ... after a long discussion in the council. Although it is a join decision... the final say comes from me... and I dismiss these "people"..

And ever since then i was remembered as someone who took those action that many have not taken... I still hear people mentioning it from time to time..
Is this an act of evil... I dont think i am evil.... but from my action, i believe many would consider me a devil.

So when people as me about evil amongst us. I would say, i can really argue on this point.... Instead of I hear no evil see no evil.... I HEAR EVIL,SEE EVIL and SENSE EVIL

I dont condemn these "evil" completely else... we wont know what is called good or angel. According to the concept of relativity, everything in this world is by comparison... You are as good as you are... if there are evil as evil as another is..


to be continued

Sudden lack of time

Just 2 days ago...

I was saying i have a LOST day.. not knowing what to do...
Just moment after that, I am suddenly packed with stuff to do...
Looks like I am back on track ... the track of never ending work..

Full and packed days ahead..seems like either i skip my lunch or ... skip my dinner lately...

But what is worst.. due to the earlier ... thinking in the week.. the thinking is still going on.. and more....
That means I dont really sleep when I am on bed. Yes my body is not moving, but my mind is.. i can litteraly remember what i "dreamt" or did i?

To add what is worst.. i had Digital Design test just now.. I did all the questions though.. but i think i screw up that test. I never properly revise on it...
I really need to concentrate in my studies back again..
Is it me who cant divide myself well... or I cant be divided.
Well if i cant divide myself.. at least I should divide my time...
Nah... not really good at that either ...

What am i thinking now... ? Where on earth is DORAEMON when you need him the most? I can actually list out how many useful things he can give me from his pocket now which will make my life easier and better...

Anyone who has the contact of Doraemon please pass it to me...

to be continued..

to be continued

Relations?

Do I have real friends?

What is friends? Who am I? Am I a friend?
Sometimes things get a little complex around me...
I meet alot of people in my life...but how do I categorize this people..
Do i trust these people ..

Yes I Do... I am like a open book but a torn book.. I share everypart of my life with different different people. I dont mind telling what I think or what i feel. But I dont tell anyone in particular everything..

So does that mean i still trust my friends... Then again, do i consider them my friends? If you ask me to list out my friends now as in by category of friends they are.. I must say I cant.. The only thing i can is to categorize how i met them...

So do i treasure them? Yes i do..especially those I have been with together for a long time.... I treasure them most especially if i felt that we have been through up and downs together...

Do they feel the same? I cant blame them if they dont nor can i blame them if they dont talk to me often...

I am just not good at expressing myself the right way at the right time....


Last night, i did abit of thinking ...reviewing the people i met these few years..
Somehow notice there are many people who dont really talk to me unless necessary... yes i do consider them my friend .. but i somehow feel a gap...
Is it me being to analytical or .....

Come to think of it.... I dont really know whether do i have anyone who consider me as their close friend who they want to be with..

My fault? is this is how nature works... you dont get to have many close friends in the same time.. You might consider someone a friend.. people may not consider it...

Do i care about this...... YES.. but do i show it out....

You tell me...

to be continued..

Another lost day

This is the day I eager most, but yet fear the most

Today out of the sudden, I dont feel that packed...

Earlier in the weekends, was in "aquarium" doing "matching" and going online
Been a tiring weekend, didn't really get much sleep...

Alright, let's back track a little bit more, last week and the week back.. was a tremendously hectic week. There were so many things need to be done and completed in short timeline. I survived though..

But the concern is now this very moment... I feel LOST..

This are among those awkard days I get in my life. I know i have alot of things to do.. and are doing it.. But i still feel lost... at many moment i just sit there and do nothing... observing around and thinking..

I planned to revise and catch up with all my studies.... but cant really do that. Somehow I am just not interested in the subjects I am suppose to revise on..

So instead, I did alot of thinking... about life..


to be continued..

Having everything in one place

Been writing here and there....

So finally decided to write everything here... (dont worry guys... if i am writing here ..i will still write in those blogs in promise to help)

Din really like to write blogs at first.... coz... most of the time.. dont really find the time to write all these... but lately.. due to the trend... and a little mental "enhancement", I decided to write...(provided i have internet access)

I sometime wonders, why would everyone write whatever they think or they feel in their blog. Do they write exactly what they feel or is it just meerly what they want others to think they are feeling?

But Nevermind.. I think is time for the world to know what is happening in my complex mind!!